Here, Now: Essays

Michelle Suzanne Mirsky

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Book cover for Here, Now: Essays

Here, Now: Essays

Here, Now: Essays

Michelle Suzanne Mirsky

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A deeply felt and humorous collection examining a year in the wake of extraordinary loss

In November 2010, on the morning after election day, Mirsky lost her three-year-old son, Lev. In the year that followed, she produced a profound and provocatively humorous body of work--tackling extreme loss as well as divorce, friendship, dating, sex, comedy, and art making, all while continuing her day job as a family liaison at the same children's hospital where Lev died. Every November, the anniversary of Lev's loss aligns with the churn of the election cycle.

A decade later, we find Mirsky in the heart of a different crisis: supervising COVID vaccine distribution in the polarized political climate of Austin, Texas. In "An Addendum," she turns again to themes of grief and healing, this time on a societal scale, as she reckons with the tenth anniversary of Lev's passing. Through her un-extraordinary story of extraordinary loss, Mirsky offers proof that there is an afterward to grief.

About the Author

MICHELLE SUZANNE MIRSKY is an essayist. Her column No Fear of Flying: Kamikaze Missions in Death, Sex and Comedy began appearing on McSweeney's Internet Tendency in 2011, and the final installment, "Epilogue," was selected by Cheryl Strayed for Best American Essays 2013. She lives in Austin, Texas, with her husband and son and their dog and cats.

Critical Reviews

"Lyrical and probing, Mirsky's essays plumb the depths of maternal grief while celebrating the resilience and capaciousness of the human heart. Generous and emotionally immersive." --Kirkus

"Mirsky's collection of cathartic essays about the death of her three-year-old son, Lev, is as painful as readers would expect but lit by a persistent flicker of humor. . . Like all good books about grief, this one is about life--how to enjoy, honor, mourn, and live it." --Booklist

"Compulsively readable . . . a poignant, irreverent, and personality-filled exploration of what it means to live after death, divorce, and relocation." --Shelf Awareness

"Hilarious and painfully real, this writing doesn't just break the heart, it reveals it."--Jenny Slate, author of Lifeform

"Mirsky's quick wit and self-deprecating sense of humor buoy even the heaviest moments in these essays. And this is also how life works: levity and gravity, humor and pain, grief and release, all bound up together. Within just a few paragraphs, I'd laughed, sucked in my breath from sadness, nodded knowingly, cringed, sighed, and laughed again. I expect to be carrying sentences and ideas from Here, Now with me for a good, long time." --Maggie Smith, author of You Could Make This Place Beautiful: A Memoir


"The first time I read Michelle Mirsky's writing she had me crying and laughing in the first five minutes. These essays are heartbreaking and heart-repairing. A wondrously moving collection." --Chris Monks, author of The Ultimate Game Guide to Your Life

Publishing Information

Publisher: Northwestern University Press
Pub date: 2024-10-15
Length: 192 pages

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