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Gone Before Gone: When Mental Illness Steals Someone You Love
How to survive ambiguous loss, by a mom who lost her son to psychosis and then to suicide.
What mom expects her honor-student son to one day barricade a bathroom in their home to lock away "demons?" Who can imagine a beloved child behind jail Plexiglas, his eyes vacant? How does a mom sleep knowing her son is homeless, sleeping rough in a city park, his life tattered by his disordered mind? In Gone Before Gone, Clark describes her son's "death by degrees" during a young adulthood wrecked by severe mental illness.
Surviving a parent's nightmare led to Clark's memoir of self-help-a toolkit for living with "ambiguous loss," a term coined by Pauline Boss, PhD, an academic, author, and long-time family therapist. Trained by Boss herself, Clark has blended Boss' concepts with her own experiences and the coping skills she's cultivated as a long-time yoga teacher.
The result is a book like none other. Part memoir, part survival guide, complete with practical exercises. You'll feel as though a kind mom is holding your hand and helping you breathe as you bravely take one step at a time toward healing yourself.
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Healthy Minds, Healthy Nation: How Meditation, Shamanism, and Indigenous Healing Can Tap into Your Light Within and Change the World
"We are everywhere."
We are not human beings in search of a spiritual experience; we are spiritual beings carrying the light within us.
After losing his parents, Gilbert Martina worried that his father's collective wisdom from his Curaçao ancestors and his mother's spiritual guidance were forever lost. Instead, he received clear instructions: he needed to carry their legacy to the world.
Healthy Minds, Healthy Nation is a deeply personal portrait of one man's search for solace while maintaining his health and moral integrity. It is a homecoming for everyone who feels they do not fit in, who longs to find true acceptance and understanding.
Healthy Minds, Healthy Nations introduces transcendental meditation and shamanism to transform your consciousness. It emphasizes the importance of self-reflection and personal growth, even in moments filled with physical pain and suffering. It encourages you to use your light to heal yourself--and to be a lightworker to change the world.
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Lab Ratting 101: Trauma
Growing up in a mixed Greek and German household, the author was raised in a loud Chicago home shaped by tradition, contradiction, and unspoken rules. As the youngest of six, he learned early how to stand out and how to survive.
Through vivid memories of family rituals, Catholic schooling, and the pop culture of the 1960s and 1970s, this memoir captures both the warmth and the confinement of childhood. Beneath it all lie experiences of bullying, trauma, and alienation that quietly shaped his sense of identity.
Adolescence brings rebellion through drugs, risk, and restless searching, but also an unexpected refuge in theater. Onstage, he finds confidence, belonging, and a voice that had long been silenced.
Threaded with themes of longing, self discovery, and the pursuit of the impossible dream, this memoir is an unflinching reflection on resilience, creativity, and the courage it takes to tell one's truth.
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World In My Bones: The Diplomat Queens Made
I followed the path I was told would lead to stability and purpose. I went to college and fought my way out of Queens, shaped by a first-generation American upbringing in a Haitian household led by a single mother who modeled resilience long before I had the language for it. I learned early how to survive, how to adapt, and how to find joy anyway on New York City streets and in dreaming beyond my zip code. That resilience carried me into a career in global diplomacy. I built a life serving on the frontlines of USAID and working across Africa and Southeast Asia to advance public health outcomes and resilience. For years, the vision was coming together. I finally reached the bridge to the life I had spent decades building. Then the bridge collapsed.
This is not a story about a single failure. It is a memoir of endurance inside systems that quietly work against the people who serve them. As a Black woman in the Foreign Service, I navigated global health crises, shrinking aid budgets, institutional burnout, and the unspoken costs of leadership. At the same time, I became a caregiver to my mother as she entered dementia, returning emotionally and physically to the role that first shaped me. I loved through pain, carried responsibility while depleted, and continued to lead even as grief took hold. It was an education in how grief, responsibility, and leadership coexist. But this is also a story about living. About friendship, laughter, late nights, music, and learning how to belong in places far from home. About falling in love along the way, and about discovering parts of myself that only emerged when I allowed joy to exist alongside duty. This book examines what happens when leadership demands certainty while life offers none. When diplomacy is dismantled. When careers fracture. When caregiving collides with duty. When the second act arrives without warning. It is also a story of movement, curiosity, and wonder. It is about learning cultures through food, language, rhythm, and people. It is about how travel can be both an escape and an education. And it is about discovering that while escape is an illusion, building a life of meaning and purpose is not.
This memoir is for:
- Women who refuse to be defined by where they come from or what the system predicts.
- First-generation Americans and children of immigrants carving their own paths.
- Young people navigating identity, ambition, and uncertain futures.
- Caregivers carrying loss while still being expected to perform.
- Travelers and the curious at heart who want to experience the beauty of cultures and glimpse the raw unscripted reality of life in the Foreign Service.
- Anyone seeking to understand the deep fulfillment of a life rooted in service, resilience, and purpose.
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Nothing Out There
Poise. Obedience. Purpose.
Within the walls of a secluded facility that reforms troubled girls into obedient daughters, there are only two options: graduate or disappear. Erased and rebuilt from the ruins of herself, Maysie knows little about the future she's training for, let alone the world outside. Daily sedatives, posture drills, and the constant reminder to smile shape the only life she's ever known.
She considers herself lucky. She has friends who keep her calm, rules to keep her safe, and a future she's been taught to want. The guidance of armed enforcers and watchful doctors is a small price to pay for the promise of perfection.
But perfection never lasts. Dreams bleed into memories of a girl they claim no longer exists. Girls who break vanish without explanation. And two rival mentors-each claiming to know what's best for her-pull Maysie into a game she can't afford to lose. Every lie she uncovers threatens the version of her they've built, and the Program knows one sure way to silence girls who know too much.
Only this time, they won't stop at her memories.
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Book of Taba: Malapace, Mutants, and Misfits
Taba never asked to lead. No, he would rather follow the directions of someone much more qualified than him. Still...if no one was willing to step up, what choice did he have but to lead? With his friends, Queenie and Hush, behind him, there isn't any obstacle they can't overcome. Plus, with his ability to get the definite answer to anything he asks, victory is all but assured.
Victory...should have been guaranteed.
Queenie is unmatched in weaponry. From close quarters to ranged sniping, she has no peer. Well...apart from Taba and her brother, Hush. Still, the mission should have been simple: take out the Gatekeepers of Malapace and secure an easy win for the Family.
How...how did she miss? She never missed.
Hush could blame no one but himself. He was a fool to enhance his senses instead of Taba's or Queenie's. Now they were being brought into the damned city of Malapace for interrogation. Had Hush been more reliable...they wouldn't be such a hindrance to their Family.
They just needed to bide their time. The opportunity for revenge would reveal itself.
Despite their vows of retribution, as the trio grows while helping various villagers...something inside of them softens. Who they had believed were cold-hearted enemies show compassion, selflessness, and trust.
Their Father had always emphasized how important it was to follow their gut instinct. So...what happens when their heart tells them to protect those their Family can't coexist with?
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Animal Crossing: New Horizons, Vol. 11: Deserted Island Diary
Join your favorite characters from Animal Crossing(TM): New Horizons for all-new adventures in this official manga! What do the residents of Animal Crossing(TM): New Horizons get up to when you're not around? Find out all about their antics in this hilarious manga filled with goofy gags and silly stories! C.J. is hosting a fishing tourney, but who will emerge the victor?! -
Revenge of the Rhinobino
Readers decide their own fate in the interactive middle grade Craniacs series inspired by collectible trading cards of the same name, from beloved and bestselling author R.L. Stine and the artist behind the Garbage Pail Kids, Joe Simko. In this second book, a school field trip ends in a high-stakes game of cat and mouse with a dangerous beast. Includes awesome illustrations throughout! When the ultra-futuristic planet Futerra and the Stone Age-style Retrovia smashed together, they formed one world with two very different populations who must find a way to live in peace. Their solution? The Chrome Dome, where danger is the name of the game and kids compete in wild and wacky challenges to settle domestic and interplanetary disputes. The kids of Futerra and Retrovia are taking a break from Chrome Dome challenges to pile on the skull buses for a school trip to the skull dogs eating contest on Boney Island. By the end of the competition, every single skull dog on the island has been eaten. Unfortunately, the local beast Rhinobino loves snacking on skull dogs, and with none left, he's ready for his second favorite food: Craniacs! Making it to safety means getting past other dangerous cranimals: saber-toothed hamsters, lava lizards, a Bonosaurus Rex, and more! In each interactive book in the Craniacs series, it's up to the reader to make the correct choices and outlive the competition. Good luck! You'll need it. TM & (C) 2026 Ira Friedman Enterprises, LLC. All Rights Reserved. -
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A startling, witty and downright terrifying collection of 25 short stories from the "21st century's Richard Matheson" (Richard Chizmar, Chasing the Boogeyman.) Perfect for fans of Paul Tremblay, Rachel Harrison and Eric LaRocca. They're feeding on you too. A father returns from serving in Vietnam with a strange and terrifying addiction; a man removes something horrifying from his fireplace, and becomes desperate to return it; and a right-wing news channel has its hooks in people in more ways than one. From department store Santas to ghost boyfriends and salamander-worshipping nuns; from the claustrophobia of the Covid-19 pandemic to small-town Chesapeake USA, Clay McLeod Chapman takes universal fears of parenthood, addiction and political divisions and makes them uniquely his own. Packed full of humanity, humour and above all, relentless creeping dread, Acquired Taste is a timely descent into the mind of one of modern horror's finest authors.Sold out -
Agapéd Bearer: Embassy Saints
"The Favored, the Cursed, the Nobody, and the Agapéd."Life has become a blur of magic, potions, and blood-soaked battles for Lisa Rae Robbie ever since she fled the Kingdom of Boolavogue on the day they buried their youngest King. Her role as the Agapéd Bearer, the Slayer of the Fallen, was supposed to end the day he died, but the immortal magic stayed with her. Lisa doesn't understand why.
Fate brings a new Chairman to the Magic Embassy, and he wants to work with Lisa, reinvigorating the Embassy with the Agapéd Bearer by his side. The only problem is Lisa's heart: It hasn't healed from when she last defeated the Fallen four months ago.
Begrudgingly, Lisa agrees to be guarded by three soldiers until her heart is healed. They are nothing more than her bodyguards-certainly not friends. But as Lisa's nightmares resurface and her past comes to haunt her again, these three soldiers may be the ones who finally help her vanquish the terrors binding her soul.
Embassy Saints is a magic-spilling story of redemption, marking a new epic beginning in The Agapéd Bearer Saga.
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Nana 25th Anniversary Edition, Vol. 6
A chance meeting on a train to Tokyo sends two girls named Nana on a collision course with destiny! After a string of epic romantic failures, Nana Komatsu is ready to take control of her life and get a clean start in the big city. After prioritizing her musical ambitions over love, Nana Osaki is ready to stomp her way to the top of Tokyo's punk scene. With determination in their hearts and dreams in their eyes, these two women are ready to take the world by storm! But first, they need a place to live. Roommates, anyone? With the tabloids still out for blood, the stress of band life and dealing with a disintegrating Ren have really started to take their toll on Nana. And now that Hachi is trying to focus on her future with Takumi, Nana doesn't even have her best friend to rely on for moral support. Can Nana keep it together long enough to get through this latest crisis, or are her dreams turning to dust right in front of her eyes? -
One-Punch Man, Vol. 34
Life gets pretty boring when you can beat the snot out of any villain with just one punch. Nothing about Saitama passes the eyeball test when it comes to superheroes, from his lifeless expression to his bald head to his unimpressive physique. However, this average-looking guy has a not-so-average problem--he just can't seem to find an opponent strong enough to take on! Garo and Saitama's clash threatens to destroy the world! The scene of their big battle even spreads to outer space... Then, when Garo unleashes a synergistic technique of the killer moves he's learned so far, Saitama counters with Serious Mode. At the conclusion of their collision of fists, a shocking event transpires! -
Destroy All Humans. They Can't Be Regenerated. a Magic: The Gathering Manga, Vol. 9: Limited Edition Magic: The Gathering Card Included in First Print
Travel back in time to the early days of Magic: The Gathering! It's the nineties at Tokiwagi Middle School. And for gamers like Hajime Kano, after the release of Magic: The Gathering, nothing will ever be the same again! The year is 1999, and the Kanto Regional Championship is in full swing. Emi is using the championship to compete with all her skill before quitting the game to honor a promise she made with her mother, while Kano has his heart set on the gold--and on finally bringing his feelings for Emi to light. -
Margaret Fell's "Women's Speaking Justified" in Modern English
Written in the prison of Lancaster Castle in 1666 (appended in 1667), Margaret Fell's Women's Speaking Justified by Scripture stands out in world history as the first sustained exegetical defense of women in public ministry. Noting the facts that the God of Israel used women time and time again to challenge kings and other societal leaders in Hebrew Scripture and that the Apostle Paul ministered alongside women in his mission, Fell applies a compelling approach to understanding what the Bible is really saying, what it is not, and within its historical contexts, why. Introduced, annotated, and translated into modern English, Paul N. Anderson has rendered this classic and historic texts in a readable form, highlighting the biblical passages referenced and also expanding upon how the universal ministry of all believers can be understood more fully and meaningfully, as followers of Jesus seek to live into their spiritual callings with personal clarity and corporate support.
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Dog Owner's Guide to Health Emergencies. Essential Tips to Recognize, Respond, and Prepare for Dog Emergencies
The Dog Owner's Guide to Health Emergencies:
Essential Tips to Recognize, Respond, and Prepare for Dog Emergencies
*Awarded the Literary Titan Gold Book Award and the Readers' Favorite International Book Award Gold Medal (Non-Fiction - Animals), distinctions recognizing books that demonstrate exceptional merit, meaningful content, and polished presentation.*
Emergencies can happen in an instant-would you know when to act?
Written by a seasoned emergency veterinarian, The Dog Owner's Guide to Health Emergencies is a must-have resource for every dog owner. This practical and easy-to-follow guide gives you the knowledge to recognize warning signs, take immediate action, and seek veterinary care when it matters most. Whether your dog is facing a sudden collapse, poisoning, heatstroke, or severe injury, this book equips you with a clear and actionable emergency toolkit-so you can make informed decisions with confidence.
Inside, you'll learn:
- The 10 most common dog health emergencies-what they are and when to act fast
- The 10 most common toxic exposures-what's dangerous and how to respond
- How to assess your dog's condition at home and recognize when urgent care is needed
- Proactive strategies to help prevent emergencies and keep your dog safe
- Guidance that empowers you to trust your instincts when something feels off
Bonus Resources to Help You Prepare:
- First aid supplies checklist to ensure you're ready when it matters most
- Pet care and medical authorization form for emergency situations
- Sick visit information sheet to help streamline your veterinary visit
- Decision tree for managing seizures, making it easier to take the right steps
- Response charts for various situations, including pain, overheating, allergic reactions, breathing concerns, bite wounds, and more
Your dog depends on you in an emergency. This book gives you the tools, knowledge, and confidence to act-because every second counts. Order a copy today!