Earth to Moon: A Memoir

Moon Unit Zappa

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Book cover for Earth to Moon: A Memoir

Earth to Moon: A Memoir

Earth to Moon: A Memoir

Moon Unit Zappa

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From daughter of musical visionary Frank Zappa, Moon Unit Zappa, comes a memoir of growing up in her unconventional household in 1970s Los Angeles, coming of age as part of the MTV generation in the 1980s as the "Valley Girl," and finding herself after losing her father, then her mother, and the fracturing of her longest relationships.

I got my first journal when I was five, for Christmas, then every year after I'd get a new one. They were hardbound in black leather with gold embellishments on the cover and along the paper edges. So fancy. These books felt important. I believed I had a responsibility to do excellent work in them, to match their external beauty and honor the dead trees I held in my hands, a concept my mother had recently illuminated along with explaining hamburgers were deceased cows. Plus, the diaries were from Gail and Frank, my mother and my father, with the inscription to me in his handwriting, so I put undue pressure on myself to turn these blank nothings into weighty somethings, as I saw my idol dad doing on his large, butter-colored music paper.

When I wasn't writing short stories about my camels T'mershi Duween and Sinini, or about aliens or ballerinas or nuns, or alien ballerina nuns, I'd report on the happenings in the house or the world at large. I was political and wrote a letter to President Ford to get him to stop men from clubbing baby harp seals. I was ambitious and practiced signing my autograph in various handwriting styles. I was complimentary and wrote a letter to Tina Turner to let her know she is almost as good a dancer as me. I was boy crazy for Shawn Cassidy and wrote his name everywhere, followed by pages of scrawling my new name "Moon Unit Cassidy" in loopy cursive. I used my journals like a secret best friend I could tell anything to: "I'm sad. I wish my dad would take me with him to Europe." When I still lived at home and had no privacy, I'd write in code about really secret stuff so I had somewhere safe to be the real me, to vent about my feelings with impunity.

As time went on, I loosened the reins on my dad-comparing and perfectionism in my journals. And in life. I had no choice. Rightly or wrongly, I believed I would never be as good as my dad, so I had to learn to live with plain old me.

For Moon Unit Zappa, processing a life so unique, so punctuated by the whims of creative genius, the tastes of popular culture, the calculus of celebrity and the nature of fractured love has at times been eviscerating, at others, illuminating. Yes, this is a book about growing up in the shadows of Frank Zappa, in a sexually free, but also dysfunctional world in 1970s LA.

And as we careen into the 1980s, the style and the music and the tone changes--but Moon remains the constant, trying to find herself in a very confusing, everchanging equation--that of her family and the relationship with fame.

It is Moon's deep sense of humor and humility that keeps her grounded, and keeps this memoir pinned to the ground. Earth to Moon is a creative, colorful, and wonderful lesson in growing into oneself.


Critical Reviews

"[An] extraordinary family memoir. This is a book that frequently takes the breath from the lungs...an unconscionably entertaining read." -- The Guardian

"Moon is a courageous adventurer of the mind and spirit. Earth to Moon is a hell of a journey but she keeps her vessel intact poignantly and hilariously." -- Marc Maron, host of WTF with Marc Maron

"Where is the line between unconventional and crazy? Moon recounts this tale of growing up Zappa with forensic honesty and a hilariously dry wit--and the momentum of a bullet train. Her empathy and generosity of spirit are a miracle and an inspiration." -- Allegra Huston, author of Love Child

"Upon reading Earth to Moon, one might wonder how a child left to parent herself to such a degree could grow into such a self-actualized adult. Every family is locked into its own form of dysfunction--but Earth to Moon is written with so much authenticity that you cannot help but feel connected." -- Rosanna Arquette, actor

"Moon's writing pulls you into the emotional core of having been brought up Zappa. Rich with detail, this excellent book does not let you escape the feeling of being there and experiencing that life for yourself." -- Justine Bateman, actor

"With unflinching detail and sharp, witty prose, [Moon] captures both the specificity and universality of an loneness that comes from being raised by narcissists." -- Ariel Leve, author of An Abbreviated Life

"I never knew I wanted to take this weird ride through Moon's vividly collected memories, but I'm glad I did. Wow." -- Rhys Darby, actor and comedian Our Flag Means Death

"Moon shares her memories with brutal honesty: the good, the bad, and the sometimes very ugly in these pages... as she sets about on her own personal path of healing and finding her own inner peace." -- Owen Elliot-Kugel, author of My Mama, Cass

"[Earth to Moon] will uplift you, inspire you, and blow your mind." -- Pamela Des Barres, author of I'm with the Band

"[Moon's] storytelling is riveting... The writing is solid, vivid, elegiac at times." -- Annabelle Gurwitch, New York Times bestselling author, activist, and actress

"Anyone who has ever felt lost, weird, confused, disempowered, underutilized, horny, dismissed, then spoke up and took the high road will love this book as much as I do!" -- Kyle Richards

"A memoir of a nonconformist life raised by rock-world icons Frank and Gail Zappa. Life as a Zappa entails both heartbreak and triumph." -- Kirkus Reviews

"...Documents the intricacies of the unit, offering a loving, unflinching look at a legendary family of creatives." -- Booklist

Publishing Information

Publisher: Dey Street Books
Pub date: 2024-08-20
Length: 368 pages

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